My loving husband,
I’m sorry I blew up on you the other day. There were so many things going through my mind and I’ve just been so stressed out and stuff and I know that isn’t right or fair to you. But I just lost it. I couldn’t even stop once I started going and it wasn’t your fault. I was in the wrong, completely. So I’m sorry. I hate when I get like that and just go all nutty. You should know how much I love you and appreciate you. Most of the time I walk around thinking about how lucky I am to have someone like you in my life and how I take that for granted once in a while, like the other day. I don’t blame you for being mad, I would have been too.
What it comes down to is that I really don’t deserve you. I don’t. I don’t deserve how good you are to me, how you look me in the eye and could stare for hours. I don’t deserve all the late night treats you cook me and the flowers you send. I don’t deserve any of it. But I am grateful. I thank God every day for sending me someone so wonderful. You are my greatest gift. And I plan on loving you the rest of my life, forever and ever, until death do us part and even after that.
Thank you for all your patience with me and your uncanny ability to realize that I’m just be emotional or irrational and somehow shake it all off. You gotta teach me how to let go like you do. I love you honey and I am so sorry. I will continue to try to keep my emotions and stress under control. Even more I’ll try to not take them out of you when it’s not your problem and you didn’t have anything to do with it. Thank you for listening and loving me so much.
Love you forever,